Overwhelm

From CandidGrace via Etsy

I’ve been off my game lately.

I am feeling… off.

I am feeling uninspired.

I am feeling overwhelmed.

My heart is full  of the things I cannot write about, the things I cannot share.

I feel old thoughts, old things creeping, lurking.

My mind is rallying.

Don’t go there.

Don’t go down there.

Stay up. Stay up.

Keep your head above the water.

My feet move feebly.

I’m treading water.

I’m tired.

Maybe I will let go and sink down.

Down.

I flounder.

Blub

Blub

Blub

There is too much at stake to stay in the one place, hoping to be rescued.

I resurface for air, I choose a direction.

And I just keep swimming.

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